I'm still here... sort of. Been going through some tough times lately.

Went to FCN with NeurosisKitten, and ran into a couple of his friends (SushiKitten and Slade). Also saw a couple of other Artists I've seen here. Didn't talk much though (since I was trying to get some comissions... no luck).

I'm thinking about going on a 'vision quest' as it were. Came to a realisation about my art... that I'm not going to get good if I'm sitting on my ass. The problem is... I just sieze in the middle of working on anything. Probably cause I know what I'm doing isn't going to work out, both coloring and anatomy wise.

I don't know whether to try the sketch a day thing other artists have done, ask for some help when sketching and coloring (since OC tends not to host correctly on my end), or look for some open model sessions from the college. All I know is once I can figure out one, The other may come easier.

I'm probably not going to post colored stuff much til I can get my anatomy and line art better (I recall one artist a while ago telling me my line art was the reason I wasn't getting anywhere). Still... My stuff looks so... childish compared to others.

The thought still lingers. Keep going, or just stop like so many other hobbies I've attempted...